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“For most of my life I've liked to pretend I live in a starship. Punching in fake codes to get into doorways that obviously are not secure. I love that idea of living on a spaceship. Because essentially we are: a gigantic thing floating in some infinite darkness that's running on principles that we don't even understand."
- Reggie Watts reflections大家好, greetings everyone. We are a week into the new Lunar Year, and the shift is palpable. According to Chinese astrology, the energies ahead are catalytic, passionate, and dynamic. The Year of the Wood Snake has shed its skin, and we are now galloping into the Year of the Fire Horse. I am entering this year with a heart of gratitude and a legacy to honour. Recently, my 姑姨 aunt Stella passed away unexpectedly. Looking back at her life, I realised that over forty years ago, she and my late uncle Clarence were the ones who suggested my parents to apply for a green card to migrate to the United States. That one invitation was a generational systems change sparked by a single seed planting. Stella was a devoted subscriber to this very newsletter. For years, she responded to almost every edition I sent out - simple, beautiful acknowledgments like 'nice to hear what you are up to' or 'good to hear you are healthy.' Aside from my mother, no one ranked higher in readership engagement. I sincerely appreciated her interest and the time she invested in me over the decades, even when there were gaps in our physical visits. I will miss her dearly, and carry her spirit of encouragement into this new chapter. 🙏🏽 Speaking of new chapter, I reached the big 4-0 a few weeks ago. A big gift even before my birthday was being invited to travel and film for a project all around Te Waipounamu South Island and even got to tour Rakiura Stewart Island for a moment! I celebrated being alive with Jen and dear friends in the ngahere (forest) of the Southern Alps, spending a weekend among the quiet, powerful maunga (mountain) and awa (river). I stood in the awa as these reminders came through: health is not separate from work; work is not separate from play; play is not separate from community. Every 'thing' is a thread in the same tapestry. When you pull one strand, much like poking the edge of a spider web, the whole thing vibrates. I held the grief of loss at the same time cherished the joy of health, happiness, and love emanating from the land and my tribe. 🕸 Reflecting on my younger self from the vantage point of 40, I see how certain patterns have formed. Whether I was on a 5,000 km solo bicycle journey or co-creating in Nepal with Conscious Impact, I was driven by a raw curiosity for how I could be of service while playing with cameras and climbing mountains. Today, I am still that same explorer, just with better boots and sharper lenses. The grit of my 20's and 30's has matured into intention. With 20 years of visual storytelling under my belt, the formula hasn't changed radically, but the depth and presence have. To make room for the Fire Horse energy, I am becoming a conscious gardener of my own internal forest. When a big tree falls, it creates a gap in the canopy that allows light to hit the floor, giving smaller plants a chance to grow. I have spent much of the past two years trimming the bits of my life that no longer serve me. I am saying no to 'non-hell-yesattention' offers, charging my worth, and protecting my attention more than ever. I have even renewed my lease! For an ex-nomad, this is a profound 'yes' to grounding here in Ōtautahi Christchurch. This commitment to home - within myself, with Jen, and this community - is precisely what provides the stable soil I need to grow. It is from this grounded place that I am now ready to gallop with others. 🐎 aI am calling in a new level of collaboration this year. While the solo creative life has been a real gift, I am hungry to join a herd again. I am ready to bring my ‘Arranger’ and ‘Connectedness’ strengths to a high-impact team where we can produce storytelling that (re)ignites the fire of optimism and passion. I am looking to move toward the intersection of visual craft, systems thinking, and deep equity. Whether it is part-time or a full-time 'hell yes' invitation, I am ready to bring my lived experience to a collective table. If you want an auditory snapshot of how I got here, I was recently interviewed for the Ōtautahi in Practice podcast. It was a grand opportunity to share my musings past and present. I have also been publishing more on LinkedIn lately, focusing on my strengths and learningsand applications of te ao Māori (Māori worldview) frameworks. Side note: LinkedIn is not a platform I thought I would reactivate, but I have to give credit (as well as blame 😉) to my beloved Jen Stevie for propelling me back into that digital town square. It has already opened doors to new professional connections and rekindled old ones. Let us take the lessons of the snake - the shedding and the introspection - and upcycle them into fuel for the horse. The summer rains we have been receiving in Aotearoa New Zealand feel like a ritual cleansing for fresh beginnings. 🔥 May your transition be kind to you, and may you settle into a season of health, prosperity, and vitality. 新年快樂! original creationsThe shares on this edition are a bit different than usual - a podcast where I got interviewed (roles reversed!), and 2 pieces of writing:
When I got interviewed by Sam Woolf and Erica Austin from Ako Ōtautahi Learning City Christchurch in November 2025 for their podcast, Ōtautahi in Practice, I thought then to simultaneously record a live video for my amazing patreon supporters. Now that the podcast is live, it's time to share it with you all - enjoy! Listen on: Plains Media | Apple Podcasts | Pocket Casts | Podcast Addict | Castbox | Podbean global good newsThe world’s strains are real, but the Fire Horse arrives to remind us that heat can also be fuel. Standing in the awa (river) this month, I was reminded that progress is rarely a breakthrough - it is a persistence. Just as one small invitation in my family’s past sparked a generational shift, our daily focus on what is 'good' creates a catalytic ripple. This year, we trade outrage for agency. Let us use this dynamic energy to gallop toward the world we wish to inhabit together.
Still want MORE GOODNESS?! Here are 99 Stories of Progress from the Year of the Wood Snake, thanks to the team behind Fix The News (FTN). There is so much to celebrate as humanity and as one planet despite the gloom & doom we've fed or shown in much of mainstream media. Part of your patreon support goes not only to compile this newsletter, but also to FTN in spreading the goodness to the world. LOVE what they've been doing! personal recommendationsHand-picked gems from the internet that have inspired and/or informed me. Book: Jonathan Livingston Seagull by Richard Bach (1970) Video: How I trained my mind to create instead of consume by Josh Czuba Podcast: Wawira Njiru - Engine of Potential on Hope is a Verb Music: Thai Psychedelic Techno like you've never heard before by The Hymmapan Electron Bonus: my organisation recently hosted a gathering "An economic system for the public good" in partnership with WEAll Aotearoa for folks to learn and envision what economic equity could look and be shaped like in Aoteaora NZ (and the world). gratitudeTo those of you new here - 歡迎! Nau mai, kia ora! Welcome. Aunt Stella’s simple replies over the years taught me that the act of witnessing one another is a profound gift. Your time and attention are invaluable, and I hope this space offers you a moment of genuine connection. This newsletter is a labour of love - a way to (re)ignite optimism and bypass the algorithms for a direct, human conversation. I am so grateful to the friends and supporters across the globe who reshare my creations, refer this newsletter and my visual storytelling services to their mates, or support me on Patreon. It is where I also post supporter-only content. This project has been community-funded since 2018, and your contributions are the fuel that keeps this horse galloping. 🐎 If you feel moved to support the Wilderness Within podcast and my other spontaneous projects, you can join the herd by becoming a patron here. When else do I get to pile on all of these horseplay puns?! 🤣 It is a privilege to share this journey with you from my home in beautiful Aotearoa. 多謝你, 新年快樂 Thank you, and happy new year Reader! Kai J. |
🌏📷 Community-supported, purpose-driven, story and human experience-loving content creator for good. ✍🏽🎤 I share thought-provoking reflections, global good news, original content, and handpicked gems that highlight changemakers & visionaries. 📍🗺️ Te Waipounamu South Island, Aotearoa New Zealand
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